Saturnine wrote:Meat and I have a very strange relationship. I hate it but need it in turn.
I'm not going to get my proteins from peanuts or vitamins, I could but that's out of the question.
If I don't eat meat, I feel weak and sick. My body is powered by it.
I personally think it is sick though, but a necessary evil.
I will not eat meat on the bone. It is a bizzarre idea to me. I will not eat any meat that resembles a "part". Like a tongue, and leg. I will not eat organs unless they are processed in a hot dog or patty and I didn't read the package to know they were in there.
Which is a sickening idea all to itself.
If you were mortally offended by the "**Filtered** Pact" sig, never read the ingrediants of a hot dog. You'll never eat another as long as you live.
There's **Filtered** pact in there, along with ears, eyes, toes (if applicable) Penises, everything that is scrap after the the butchered carcass is pillaged, that is what is stuffed in a hot dog. Its an economic way for the slaughterhouse to make a few extra bucks off the useless waste.
If you really don't eat meat, I suggest you research vegan and vegetarian diets. There's a lot of stuff that meat gives, like proteins and all that; But if you do a little research you'll find that most of it can be replaced by eating other foods.
Plus--in addition to the bad stuff in hot dogs, like you described--there really is a lot of bad preservatives and stuff used in meat now, and a lot of it really is poison.
Basically, if you do it right and find your balance, not only will you get over that sick feeling when not eating meat, but you'll feel a lot better from it.

(though, I should probably also warn you that there's a detoxing phase, where your body tries to clean out the poisons you've been eating for so long. Isn't a pleasant process, but it's worth going through in my opinion.)