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SuperSaiyan wrote:

Legendary Apophis wrote:

SuperSaiyan wrote:

Legendary Apophis wrote:

SuperSaiyan wrote:just spend more time here, that way you can be as big of an idiot as you want

Thing is I DO NOT want to be an idiot.
Otherwise, I would have carried on being a **Filtered** during last monthes to everyone I could have picked.

sometimes one cannot help it, and when that happens, would you rather be like that to people you actually know? or some pixels on your computer?

Whoever I don't like, pixels or real life, I'd prefer.

thats not always an option, so chose the lesser of two evils

Pixels or real life, whoever isn't a good friend or family member.

I'm just damn tired of things...wish I could sleep for over twelve hours or something. And then wake up and see I'm still at home, no problems for house, no damn relocating problems, no stress coming from this situation, no noise harrassment from idiotic neighboors in hotel preventing me to learn for exams, no incertain future...

Seriously what the **Filtered** did I do to deserve all this real life **Filtered** all of a sudden a month ago and still having crap related to it??
It's not like I lived in a palace having an epic wage and epic studies and all and deserved to face the "real world"...
No I'm not losing again grip of myself I'm just damn fed up of all this crap surrounding me since I knew I was among selected ones to uni's organised travel in march 2010 to Greece..

SuperSaiyan wrote:

Legendary Apophis wrote:

SuperSaiyan wrote:

Legendary Apophis wrote:

SuperSaiyan wrote:

Legendary Apophis wrote:

SuperSaiyan wrote:just spend more time here, that way you can be as big of an idiot as you want

Thing is I DO NOT want to be an idiot.
Otherwise, I would have carried on being a **Filtered** during last monthes to everyone I could have picked.

sometimes one cannot help it, and when that happens, would you rather be like that to people you actually know? or some pixels on your computer?

Whoever I don't like, pixels or real life, I'd prefer.

thats not always an option, so chose the lesser of two evils

Pixels or real life, whoever isn't a good friend or family member.

I'm just damn tired of things...wish I could sleep for over twelve hours or something. And then wake up and see I'm still at home, no problems for house, no damn relocating problems, no stress coming from this situation, no noise harrassment from idiotic neighboors in hotel preventing me to learn for exams, no incertain future...

Seriously what the **Filtered** did I do to deserve all this real life **Filtered** all of a sudden a month ago and still having crap related to it??

Life dumps rubbish on all, and when it gets better comes back for seconds...
you could try to do what I do, and ignore it all if it doesn't matter this second deal with it when it arises, don't worry about whats next when what is now is the problem...

I just have enough of that and all those little things yesterday that kept annoying me more and more...all this anger buried in myself escaped today and yesterday because it reached the critical mass...

I just have enough of this situation, all this anger buried inside since it happend a month ago escaped today and yesterday because it reached the critical mass...because as you know one has to behave be good and hide all inside and act civilized, appear to be calm. Just that I couldn't hide it anymore..I knew pretty well what would be the outcome so I did my best...and failed.