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A few thoughts... by ETL, replied to by everyone, including myself.

First a warning: don't read the thread I'm referring too.
There is a good reason I didn't bother linking to it.
It's down-right depressing.
I haven't felt this numb in a very long time.
This is how I feel:

Locked:
11 pages too late.

The whole thing should be deleted.
Why:
It makes me very sad that I ever started playing this game.



I've got more than half a mind to delete my account right now.

And yet, all I can do is stare at this thread and think with a blank look on my face, and think:

This is supposed to be a game?

I don't feel like I'm watching Jerry Springer, I feel like I am on Jerry Springer.

Dear God.
I don't want to turn into these people.

Why did I read 8 whole pages of this?
Why did I respond to it, half way through?
Why am I even bothering to respond to it now?

In two days, I'm going on vacation mode.

In the next two days, my account will certainly continue to be defended

Maybe I'll be back in September...
OR
Maybe I'll be glad I got out while I'm still sane; while I still know that acting this way toward my fellow human beings is not normal...

Actually, I've reconsidered already...

I am going to drastically reduce the needs of my realm, so that I only have to log in every 48 hours or so.

And I am going to take a minimum 2 week vacation.

And I am

And for the foreseeable future, I will certainly be boycotting *most* of the SGW Forums:

including and especially the hate-filled GC; any and all of the threads along the lines of: "Report Cheaters, Report Scammers, Report Bans", as well as most of the Marketplace threads.

You know... sometimes I wonder what goes on with people playing this game, visiting these forums... I wonder what's in their minds.
Just a generic comment. Good to know you're still around, CGG.

Jadzia wrote:You know... sometimes I wonder what goes on with people playing this game, visiting these forums... I wonder what's in their minds.
Just a generic comment. Good to know you're still around, CGG.

ty

wow, nastiness just seems to pop up everywhere...

and I find it difficult to stay out of the known hotbeds entirely...

sometimes I even still post there...

<<--- must do better...