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For those who don't you can go screw your mother sideways..

As I posted in the war topic, I have been going through HELL recently, literally.

My girlfriend, who I have been with for 3 years, was killed in a hit and run car incident.. the driver drove off and hasn't been found yet. As you can understand I have been under loads of stress, and I have been depressed, and very upset. My dad was extremely offensive to me when he told me to get over it, and so, maybe regretting it now, I punched him and broke his nose.. So now my dad, mum, brother, and sister hate me, and my girlfriend is gone forever, last night I considered suicide, and I think I fell asleep while drinking..

When the person is found that did this to Gemma (my girl), I was going to make his life hell too.. as any man would naturally do. The first people I told about this were the guys in TO, just a few minutes ago, since I really don't have anyone else to talk to right now, they showed me the other side.. I would regret, even though it might feel good, getting revenge..

Now I am lost, totally, I am stuck in a house with a family that hate me, the person closest to me is gone, and I don't know what to do, where to go..

At the end of the war I will quit the game, the stuff in my account will be split between everyone who has helped me on my journey, more will probably go to those in my alliance, my ingame family.. a family that don't hate me. The shell account I will keep for fun, maybe I will come back some day.. but not for a while.

I want to thank The Order, the best alliance in the game, I don't give a flying modded squishie what anyone says, you guys have kept me in the game for the last few months, and now your pretty much keeping me in real life.

Have a good christmas everyone, because I know I probably won't..

I felt this had to be done, get it off my chest.. some of you might not care, or think im some kind of retard, well I probably think the same about you.

Thanks,
Sad but kind regards,

Ben.

Oh my god you really unlucky
Don't go suicide yourself that won't solve anything, try to find who did it and make him pay, I know that's not what responsible people would do, but if this guy escaped, then I think he doesn't deserve any kind of mercy. I believe what I say is immature, but I think if you have lost faith in life then that's only thing that would make you feel better and take revenge on events. And your act towards your father isn't worng, at least in my eyes, what he said wasn't at all what is expected from a parent in such situation. It was his fault not yours.

Good luck to you and I hope everything goes better for you in future.

I am truly sorry to read such a thing. Things like this are meant to hurt, but never destroy.

will catch u on msn.

I've sent you a PM

but I'd like to say here,

It is your toughest time right now, and as mentioned suicide solves nothing.

It may be rude of me to say this... but would she want you to commit? I don't think so. Take the next few months of your life in her honour.

It was worse than I feared. Now I understand your situation.

As others have said, suicide is not any sort of answer.

In then time I have known you I have found you to be a good person. I wish you the best man.

Its a Tough Time...

...We Have spoken before on many occasions my friend, And i wouldnt say this for any old person, (only omegans really know about this) My girlfriend too was hit by a car 2 odd weeks ago now, I dont know if i can be of any help to you really but, If you want to talk, I guess i can understand a fraction of what your going through, and am here for you.

It must be really hard and I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Although I'd like to say getting revenge isn't going to put you in a better place. Sure it will make you feel better now, but years from now it's only going to make you feel worse. You're in my prayers.

damn ben that sucks

now either man up or quit

if your going to be here ..be here if not then leave and handle your stuff

Damn man that sucks. Take care.

Man im so sorry to hear of your loss, and i think i would have hit my dad to if he had been that way, im sure you were very angry and just needed to take it out on the first person who angered you more.
i agree suicide is no way to deal with it, and im sure your family will realise you were angry and stand by you.

i really hope the person responsibly is court and justice is done, my thoughts are with you in this hard time and to gemmas family.

kevin/bullseye

I am truly saddened to hear about your loss Hell. I am lost for words as I don't know even how or where to begin. You should take the next few months to honor her memory. Cherish the time you had with her and never let that go. You will be in my family's thoughts and dreams. Our hopes and our wishes go out to you mate. We are truly saddened by this!

omg, my condolences mate ! i can not amagin what you are going true right now.. Take care mate and ffs don't commit suicide !!

damn ben that sucks

now either man up or quit

if your going to be here ..be here if not then leave and handle your stuff

Dude.. modded by squishie - masking

I have set peace to your ingame account,

GL in your life and ending it is not really an option.

What can one say but give his condolances... And encourage not to give up... but not to take actions you might regret (either harming yourself or someone else). Pay no heed to these hatespewers.... What is done is done and no rash actions will change that...

I`ll say this in addition... I`m sure your father acted as he did partly out of worry for you (since it sounds you`re really taking it hard), he just went about it the wrong way apparently... I`d work hard to bridge any gap this caused, parents and fammily are those you relly uppon in situationslike these, and there will be more of them in life... Don`t let this drive a wedge between you, have a harty talk with your folks about how you felt and feel and who knows, this may bring you much closer together... But don`t wait untill you (God forbid) loose them like you did your lady only to have additional regrets down the line...

Giovanni wrote:omg, my condolences mate ! i can not amagin what you are going true right now.. Take care mate and ffs don't commit suicide !!

damn ben that sucks

now either man up or quit

if your going to be here ..be here if not then leave and handle your stuff

Dude.. STHU.

how bout u do

Modded - squishie - dont bother bringing personal insults here.

RL is always paramount ... wasting his time posting here is not
dealing with his issues before he lets the world around him consume him and tear him apart more than it already has should be an issue not whut them retards who play sgw do or think

what i said 5 lines up.
Squishie