For all those who care..

[Angnoch]

I am terribly sorry for your loss but you have to stay strong and keep on fighting.

[~squishie~]

First of all: im sorry to hear about that ben, having lost 2 people about 3 weeks ago i can say its hard but dont go for suicide it accomplishes nothing. -gives Ben a cookie- Take a break from the game or enjoy it or whatever you think will help you at the moment.

[Shadow Lord]

Wow thats awful, my condolences and sympathies mate.

[RuiD]

Every cloud has a silver lining mate. Someday, something good will come out of all this.

Keep the faith. There are many who love you and your family is definately among them. Give yourself and them time to get to grips with whats happened.

[Vendetta]

Im really sorry to hear that mate, unfotunately my condolences is all I can offer.

Your a great guy and didnt deserve to have this happen, no one does. And im impressed you managed to only hit your dad once, I cant pretend to know what your going through but I probably would have done worse.

And suicide is no answer mate, your a fun, happy and strong willed guy and you can and will get through this, and chances are you will be better for it in the end. Just give yourself time mate.

<3

[frazz]

ben iv already talked to u and this is somethign that maybe everyone should look at

im not a religious person but this story was somethign given to me when i lost someone close and its somethign that makes me think about things in a different perspective sometimes

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along
the beach with the Lord.

Across the dark sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed
two sets of footprints in the sand,
one beloning to him and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the
very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life there is
only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most
you would leave me."

The Lord replied "My precious, precious child,
I love you and would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffereing,
when you see only one set of footprints in the sand,
it was then that I carried you."


it has lots of meanings take from it wot u will but the essense for everything is the same when u least expect it oe when u dont realise it there is always someone trying to help u out

[Nimras]

Man i am so sry to hear i will find you on MSN so we can talk you deserve a good friend.

If there is anything i can do tell me i will i condole your losses from the depest of my heart with the year i had i might be able to be here better for you than normal since i better know where you stand.

Now sadly REK and Giovanni has to take their arguments in here plz bring them in a PM or else where not here it does not belong in here anymore and i will give you both a warning if you continue it in here you have already been modded and told to many time by my fellow team member squiz

[darkness5723]

Man, I've been on the suicide watch before, and it really doesn't solve anything. You know this too, so don't do it. Don't try to drink yourself in a coma, just surround yourself with positive people (whether they be on here or irl) and everything will get better.

P.S I hope you find the (insert very rude word here) that did that and give him what he's got coming.

[repli**cator]

*screws his mother sideways*

no that's a joke, sry about that.

i'm sry to hear about what happened to you and my condolences for your loss, i hope the holidays and the friendship and love you get in real life and here can cheer you up. never stop moving forward

[law7441]

words fail you at a time like these, but I sorry to heard about these and I wish you good luck for the future and hope you come back to us.

[Informer]

I am truely sorry for your loss, mate. I too am lost for words to explain why such things could possibly happen, but my thoughts are with you.

[Draleg]

You dont really beleve that your famely hates you , its wat you want to beleve , they know you hurt , they just dont know wat to do about it .
It may be confronting but why dont you go and tell them wat you think and mabe they wil understand that you dont want to be left alone , but you need there support , and im shure once they know you need them they wil be there for you , no matter how hard you punch then.

[~Phoenix~]

Well TBH screw the stupid game just press delete we will all still talk 2 you but seriously atm a birtual world cannot make up for real life. Makes me wish I was maybe online a bit more 2 talk.


Like is said earlier things just seem bad but its really just spur of the moment OMG everythings crap kida talk I know I get TONS of stress with lots of things the whole think of suicide thing has come into my head quite a few times but a thought is WAY off anything like that actually happening.


Tbh mate just go for like a 2h walk come back have a shower and all will seem a lot more reasonable. Maybe your dad WILL apologise if you talk 2 him more you need them offering support atm not thinking they hate you that really is never true.


Life really does throw **Filtered** at everyone at some point not commonly this extreme but still its nothing too consider suicide or anything like that about. It will be very hard for a long time but im sure you are strong enough to handle it.

GL also chat 2 me when you r available.


(ps if any of that sounds wrong or stupid ignore it am pissed off atm soon likely just pissed but dw about stuff just keep going also screw ur mum sideways lol that funny )

[BL1P]

Hey Ben m8...
Realy sorry to hear about this

Ill be on msn over the weekend if your on and want to chat ill be around.
There are numbers you can phone and trust me the people on those lines can and do help in times like this.

Your not alone m8 and with MSN and a phone theres always someone to talk to if your in need.

Dont let the b4stard who did this take another life by you killing yourself.

Deepest regrets

Lee

P.S get pissed alot

[JediMasterX]

Ben, I feel bad for you.

If you ever need someone to talk to you should still have my MSN