Kasey aka Miss4Tune

[Kaps1]

Wow, I guess it's time I say something. But TBH I can't seem to find words that fit. I realize it's the day after, but I didn't have it in me to post yesterday. First let me start by saying TY to everyone! Kasey was so happy knowing she was cared about, everyones support helped her a lot. I spent the whole last week before the Operation with her. And it was through everyone that she was able to be strong. TY everyone who was there for her!

I guess there are a lot of you who are like WTH! I know many of you thought she was my RL sis. Truth is that was a game she started long ago, before either of us could admit our feelings to each other. In reality I loved Kasey with all my heart, she was my wife. Literally, but the plan was for her to come home with after OP and I would marry her. All I wanted was to make her as happy as possible.

I met Kasey through SGW. a little over 2 years ago. And every day from the day I met her we spoke. My naughty little angel, she could make me smile no matter what. She was the most empathetic person I've ever met. She felt what the ppl around her felt, and wanted to comfort everyone. No matter what, Kasey wore a smile. No matter the pain or sacrifice to her, she was there everyone. She could make you smile so hard it hurt, and knew how everyone ticked.

Kasey was the strongest person I ever met! The thing she dealt with you can't imagine, trust me! Not just her disease, but life in general. She is the most genuinely good person I've ever known. She taught me so much. She taught me to always wear a smile, to always be "Rawry", and face life head on. She showed me the best things in life, are the simplest ones. Sharing a song with a friend, loling together, a picnic in a garden, Family[you know who you are], crying with loved ones, playing chess til 4m even though she kicked my ass every time, sleeping with your teddy bear, a 2 hour bath, and most importantly she taught me what it was to love someone so uncontrolably it consumes you.

I was extremely lucky. I got to talk to Kasey for 3 hours just before OP. I got say everything I felt one more time. It was the hardest 3 hours of my life, but there's nowhere I'd have rather been! She was so calm. She knew we were all with her, and was so brave! The last 30 mins of convo, all either of could really say was " I love you " to each other. I never felt so empty after a convo, so scared. But I knew either way my baby wouldn'y suffer any more. She'd either be with me, spoiled rotten. Or playing with Angels watching over me. I would have prefered the first, but can deal with the latter.

I could write on for days. So I'll close in a few TYs.

Regan, TY for being there for me. You make this almost bearable. TY for the stories, the memories you shared with me, and for helping Kasey and I stay in contact while she was in hosp. Kasey was lucky to have a best friend like you. And I'm honored to call you my sister/friend.

Jed~Tank, you have got to be the most stand up guy I ever met! You are also 1 of a kind man. Know Kasey was your #1 fan, and you and your family ment the world to her. I owe you Jedi for thins we discussed, though I know you expect nothing. God bless you, my Pappa-in-law!

TearJerker, you were there so much man, for both Kasey and me. you were great support for us both, and know Kasey loved you very much, and I'll always call you friend. You were Kasey's brother, and my groomsmen and brother in law.

Tekki, Kasey thought the world of you! Thank you for being there for her.

There are many others, and I thank you all, from both myself and Kasey. You know who are! Sorry if I don't keep listing names, but I can't write anymore atm. I'm working on a memorial piece for Kasey, I'll post it. TY everyone for your support.

I love you, Kasey. You're my heart, my naughty little angel, and my soul mate. I will me miss you, baby!

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Kasey says:
but i know how ppl tick so ye
Kasey says:
?
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
oh really
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
how do I tick
Kasey says:
you dont
Kasey says:
ur broken
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:

Kasey says:
but at least your right twice a day
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:

Kasey says:
cause even a broken clock is right twice a day
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:

Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
well atm I'm more fixed than I've ever been
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
thanks to you
Kasey says:
im teasing though
Kasey says:
you just put yourself down a lot
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
i know
Kasey says:
and you wanna try
Kasey says:
but your afriad of failing
Kasey says:
not for your sake nessecarily
Kasey says:
but for others
Kasey says:
but i believe in you
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
maybe
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
ty
Kasey says:

Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
means a lot to me
Kasey says:
hehe but your hard
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:

Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
hard
Kasey says:
you dont show it tons
Kasey says:
you hide a lot of emotion
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
yes
Kasey says:
act the big man
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
dont trust world
Kasey says:
but inside ur jelly
Kasey says:
deep depp inside
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
shoosh
Kasey says:

Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
shhhhooooosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
our secret
Kasey says:
lol
Kasey says:
your also a lot smarter than you think you are
Kasey says:
you might not be a huge academic
Kasey says:
but you definately know a lot about how things work
Kasey says:
your a thinker
Kaps1{ Warlord Of Briton} says:
I always tell ppl when they say I'm good/nice guy. " now I need to go do 5 bad
things, so ppl dont think that! "
Kasey says:
I will be good, and you can be my bad side
Kaps1{Warlord of Briton} says:
ALWAYS

[jedi~tank]

That is beautiful man. Thanks for posting this.

[Izanami]

Agreed
Cried twice already. But ye, be here whenever u need me.
Like ya said...sister.
TY Jedi 4 all ur support

Missing ya Kas

[Ferra]

Rest in peace, Kasey.

My condolences to her family and friends.

[~Massin4Christ~]

Sorry to hear about Kasey, never talked to her, wish I would have got to talk to her atleast once...

RIP, Kasey

[Lore]

I am sadened by any loss of this community. I never had the pleasure of conversing with her, but I started to know her a bit through her forum posts.

My condolences

[demonicwolf]

my condolences kaps1,Izanami and to her family.

i hope you all can find some closer and maybe some peace, some day some way. fight on and hold your heads high shed of wanted it im sure.

its not easy looseing a freind or someone you care for i know that all to well.

[AncientAnubis]

Well, not exactly sure why, but I feel compelled to post. First off, I left SGW so long ago, I probably never got to meet her and even if I did she wouldn't remember me. However, from what has been said she seems like she was the sort of person that others enjoyed being with, and I'm sorry I never got to meet her.

Best wishes and sincere condolences,
Chris

[OlavI]

My condolences to friends and family

[Dooeee]

God I hate to hear of the loss of a wonderful person. Our loss is Heavens gain!

I got to know Kasey through a friend on mine Asynex. We spoke a few times and in those messages, she earned my respect. She was funny oh yes. Honest with her feelings and upfront.

I will miss not seeing you around MSN Kasey.

My prayers go out for those really close and to her family. God Bless them all.

[asynex]

For the short time I knew her we had a few very nice convo's on MSN
she was honest, straight forward, but most of all I loved her sense of humor.

allthough this is only a game, she earned my respect as a RL person
and that is what leaves the real pain I feel now

sincerest condolences to her family, Kaps1, and all those many others that were close to her. May she rest in peace.

[~Odin~]

On Behlaf of The Collective we are saddened to hear this, We know kasey is now in a better place looking over all of us.

On a personal note i didnt know kasey for to long but the convo;s that we did have were great....she would make me laugh and smile at the same time...Only a few times in our lifetimes will god grant us with a gift of purity....and kasey was one of those times.

Kasey we shall never forget....the laughter...the tears....and the love you shared with us.

To a top lady *raises glass*

[R D Anderson]

I talked to Kasey maybe once or twice so i never really got to know her but i wish i had. evidently she touched the hearts of many in this community and in RL , my thoughts are with her family and friends

Heres to Kasey, may you R.I.P

[Robe]

Locked at Kaps request who thanks you all for your kind words.