I Just need to get some things out...

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

Well, first off I have two things to say.
1.) I will be posting this in the default color instead of my usual blue because this will be quiet long.
2.) Many of you noobs or just b-holes will just call this a cry file and tell me to go somewhere. Well, in a way your right, this kinda is a cry file. Everyone gets hit with the Real Life bug everyone now and then. I got hit with it and came BACK to SGW because I missed the people. I had friends that were always nice and encouraging to me. Its good to have friends like that. I miss people like Melanie(sparkles, doubt anyone remembers her), Balor, Ferra, Homer, etc(All the caht peeps that made me laugh ), almost 38, etc. etc.

SO, a couple months ago, before I restarted the game, my Fiance' broke up with me. We had been together almost 2 years... (and go figure I been gone... two years... tecah me to put women before sgw... lol). I really was/still am madly in love withis woman. It is killing me. My heart is a wreck, emotions, spirit, all of that. It is the most serious relationship of any kind that I have put so much effort into.

Just when i was getting over it... well not really, trying to start getting over it. Last week we talked and she wanted to be with me... I was still hurt but hell, like I would say no to that???? This lasted for 4 days. The last day we kissed and she said she loved me... the next day refused to speak to me. Later would say that she didn't want a relationship, shes scared of marriage, and that she couldn't be "JUST" friends with me. That if she was around me she had to date me cause she was in love. None of that rally makes sense to me, I just find it as excuses... but in either way I find myself in love with a woman that I thought I would marry, who has left me, and for all I know is with someone else.

And the kicker for it all... She said I couldn't have loved her any better, that I was the most amazing man she'd every met, she just didn't want me...

So this is my rant... just wanting to vent... and for all of you idiots who thing this is fke or something, I've put my picture below... with her in it.

[Juliette]

Women can be SUCH a pain. And cause even more. Sometimes, we don't even realise it.
I'd put my arm around your shoulders if you were here, because that cannot be a happy feeling you're having now.

Sucks, man. My best.

[RBR]

only one solution mate, honestly:
get a new gf ( or two ), in bonus the ex will come back too
women react strangely to competition...
begging and crying wont help...

[MEZZANINE]

Dye your hair ya Ginger ninja

Kidding, dont try to figure out women it will only make you head hurt. Sounds like this one messed you up bad, so sleeping with her friend/sister/mother will no doubt make you feel better and give you clean break with no going back


ps dont take my advice, Im 34 and long term relationship to me means she is still there in the morning

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

@Juliette... ya its tough... I mean i love her, more than I have for any other person. But like i said, its people here on SGW that help and cheer me up, through the board, IRC< and MSN.

@RBR and Mezz

Lol for 1.) I'm a Christian... for 2 and half years now. (got saved a little before I left sgw) so I don't do that anymore.
2.) Ya'll made me laugh, ty.

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

Thats kinda what I hope...

We come from very different backgrounds... I came from drugs/alcohol/sex/depression, just a real rough lifestyle. She was sheltered for 18 years under her parents. just a good God-loving woman, but scared of alot. I was her first kiss (which i think is amazing, I feel honored.)

Just hard how things are right now. Hard to love someone who hurts you

[Thriller]

Pouring your heart out to the internets eh?
careful she can be a fickle **Filtered**.

From my experience you only feel like **Filtered** until the next one comes along.
And you know what attracts the next one; energy, confidence, and a smile.

It's also attracts the old ones

also; put the energy, confidence and smile together with the new girl and watch the old ones line back up for secounds

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

Thats kinda what I hope...

We come from very different backgrounds... I came from drugs/alcohol/sex/depression, just a real rough lifestyle. She was sheltered for 18 years under her parents. just a good God-loving woman, but scared of alot. I was her first kiss (which i think is amazing, I feel honored.)

Just hard how things are right now. Hard to love someone who hurts you

Humm. Just let her get to know you, and to trust you. Shes only scared because she hasnt experienced life. That how it was with my wife. She was sheltered all her life, then, kid comes along, and bam, lifes not so safe. Just give her time to adapt to a new life style. If she really does love you, then time will only tell. Just be pacient, work hard and make her understand you are going places. Woman like to see that.

We were best friends for a year before we dated... have similiar dreams and goals and all of that. Guess we got caught up and rushed things... I don't know, the mroe i think the hardest it is... lol.

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

She is being a totall.... word that would be filtered...

NOt to mention its like I can't go around my own friends. NEVER date someone who you share the same best friends with. I hate this,I feel like I'm back in High School, Compeltely stupid.

[Neimenljivi]

I feel ya mate. Been with a girl for 20 months, well we broke up 3 days before 20th month anniversary and exactly 1 week before my bday and 9 days before hers, bday which we planned to celebrate together lol.. She meant the world to me.. I'm 16 now (17 in a few months) and that happened just before my 15th bday so been a lot of time, for my age, with her and it was also very serious heh.

Needed quite some time to get over her and it still aches sometimes when I see her, and keep promising to myself when I'm drunk that I'll have a fine conversation with her about everything that happened, but I still didn't get around to do it yet
I was also her first kiss and..well you know what else happens in 20 months in a serious relationship

Anyway..
If she doesn't know what she wants, give her some time. If she does know what she wants then you both should do your best to make it work. If you're the only one trying, then stop doing it mate. Relationship work only if both partners are doing their best to make it good, if they don't then it's a lost cause.
But that's only me.. For me it's not worth the effort if you're the only one doing your best.. Because that usually just shows how little a girl cares for you, if something else is not the case.

~N
Peace out, drink some booze - made me feel better and twas the only thing

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

I don't drink anymore, lol.

And we never had sex, we're both Christians. I haven't had sex in a long time, since before I got saved. (at your age) lol

[IceBreaker]

Bring out the samurai sword and cut her head off .

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[Thriller]

I don't drink anymore, lol.

And we never had sex, we're both Christians. I haven't had sex in a long time, since before I got saved. (at your age) lol

This could be the whole problem right here

[DaDeuceIsLoose]

Bring out the samurai sword and cut her head off .

[spoiler]SORRY WRONG FORUM[/spoiler]

LOL!!!

That made me laugh, thank you!

This could be the whole problem right here

I disagree, my faith and trust in God is about the only thing keeping me steady. Thats just how I roll.

[Thriller]

Bring out the samurai sword and cut her head off .

[spoiler]SORRY WRONG FORUM[/spoiler]

LOL!!!

That made me laugh, thank you!

This could be the whole problem right here

I disagree, my faith and trust in God is about the only thing keeping me steady. Thats just how I roll.

If god didn't want you to fornicate he wouldn't have made it so easy to do...