Ive completely, Lost my mind.
Ive come to that point in my life, where alot of things are becoming clear, Alot of things are moveing forward, So much is happening and im too tired to swim against the infernal current that is life...So i wanna swim with it. Alot has happened recently (weather you heard about it from me or weather you didnt even know) which has changed me, made me think alot more, So this forum, and this game, I dont have the time for...really. So its time to take a step back. Ive posted on the omega forum, and im going to go into detail about some things there etc, but the long short of it is im leaveing, Im going to keep my account running, though i'l log in very rarely...(I could never bring myself to sell/delete my baby) so im going to see what they wanna do, as in, shall i stay or go from there. Other than that, I'l be gone...More so than i have been recently (yes some people have been complaing via msn as to why i dont post often anymore...). As in, I'm no longer here, BAI.
I wanna leave yall with something, but im not sure what yet so i'l carry on typeing...Im nowhere near the person i was when i started off, I remember people used to regaurd me as an astute poster, an amuseing if grumpy person, some people also thought i was a **Filtered**, Which i admit to being
Theres not much i can say about that, people and times change i guess.
But you'l never find your goals trompling about on the internet (unless your name is bill gates) So i urge you all to go out there, and look, listen, feel...My god i think ive had some form of revalation here...haha!
Just do it, Dont leave yourself short, dont cut yourself short, if you love someone tell them before its too late (yes this is one of the things ive found out...With my dad almost dieing) If you've made a mistake, Hold your hands up and admit it. Be as nice as you can to as many people as you can, And if you cant be nice, Just smile.
Dont let people push you around, and always look em in the eye, Never let them see you bleed.
If you want something, You HAVE to get off your ass and take it.
Ive made too many friends over the years to name everyone, so i wont try, I'l just say...In no order.
To everyone ive wronged, you know who you are, Then i am sorry.
To everyone ive righted, Your welcome...
Everyone from the sgws meetup (and i will attend anymore that happen), My beloved Omega, Everyone Alliance ive had contact with, Everyone in the UK, Australia, America, Saudi Arabia, Well you get the idea...
Jake, Reborn, StI, Geisha, EtL, Nuto Vixen, The Deity, Winterwolf, Balor, Mandragoran, Semper, Mordack, BW, Wolf359, Goo, Apapendamek, Whitey, Homer, Smooshable, Admin, Rahl, Law1447, Louis, Tanith, SLicky, Proffi, Corky, Anyone on My MSN or anyone ive spoken to, I know ive left millions of people off that list but hey, If i have feel free to post below and complain...
I just thought id mention those people who have impacted upon me, In a way or anouther...
Oh, and if you never liked me, **Filtered** off.
And Finally, Old Skool will always prevail, Exit Light, Enter Night...And remember to let it all fade to black.
Sleep when your in the ground people.
